10
JAM
"Dana," Uncle Jerry
commanded, "I don't know where your mother is, but you betta get
upstairs. It's too late for you to be out here anyway. Birthday or not,
you still have a curfew."
"But my mother said I could stay out until t.."
"Look, you go upstairs girl!"
Uncle Jerry barked, "It's too late for you to be out here."
It was hard to hold in my
tears but I did. And I kept a calm face. Everybody sang Frankie
Beverly's, "Before I Let Go!" I was too embarrassed to look at Sherman
who stood near by the entrance with his boys. I walked out the courts
toward my fucking building! I can't wait until I grow up and have my
damn freedom! Freedom to come and go as I please! Where's Mommy? Damn
it!
"Where you stepping off to?"
Someone asked me from behind.
I turned around and it was (Scream!) Sherman! No, he can't be talking to
me. Me? Out of all those fly home girls in the park?
"Home." I tried to be
nonchalant. I pretended as if guys chase
after me all the time.
"Why? It's still early.
Shouldn't you be enjoying your birthday?"
His lips looked so juicy and mouth so clean.
"Yeah, but my uncle doesn't
like to see me talking to any guys.
He's very protective of me."
"Oh. He saw us hookin' up?"
"Yeah."
"Where he at? I'ma talk Money
into letting you stay."
"I don't think you'd want to.
He's the tall one over there." I
pointed. He looked over at Uncle Jerry and I saw his eyes shutter at his
great height and confident aura. Uncle Jerry's chest and back were
stronger than gravity. His body stood upright while he was spinning the
turntables. The Johnson & Johnson's baby oil brought out the cherry
brown in his complexion. The shine brought out the definition in his
arms. I know one thing for sure, Uncle Jerry should be called DJ
Sheppard. 'Cause he kept colorful herds of women flocking around him.
They may say that they're in love with my uncle but I believe it's just
lust. That's my family's trademark. We, the Strongs are a symbol of
power, popularity, sensuality and respect. The curse of the Strongs is
our trademark can sometimes work for us and other times work against us.
"Oh he got that," Sherman
said, "but he can't walk you home now can he?" I blushed. We talked and
flirted up 13 flights of stairs until we reached 10:30. We made our time
quality. In our conversation we came to know the truth about Sahidah.
She befriended him and twisted stories around, telling him falsehoods
about me, to keep us from getting acquainted. But see we were destined
to meet.
"Thank you Sherman for
walking me home."
"Nah, don't sweat."
Somebody in apartment E
turned their radio up. "Beautiful Ones" played on the radio. We slow
danced against the brick wall. Intimacy with Sherman frightens me
because I hardly know him, but damn! This is a once-in-a-lifetime
opportunity. Home girls would love to kiss a guy like him. They would
dream all day and fantasize in the staircase about a guy like Sherman.
It curls me up inside to think of all the girls who're sweating and
looking for him right now in this very moment. Wondering where did that
fine guy go? Humph, he is spending his time with me y'all!
He made me feel so special!
The Force MD's "Tender Love" played behind apartment E's door. He tried
to kiss me but I weaved my way out of it.
"So we gonna keep in touch,
right?" He asked.
"Yeah, I guess."
"What chu' mean you guess?"
He went to steal another kiss from me. I turned my face around and he
missed my lips. He laughed right in my face.
"What chu' doin'?" I felt
embarrassed.
"I'm not ready to kiss you,
yet."
"Come here." Sherman gently
touched my chin and exhaled through his nose. His nose touched my nose.
His determination turned me on. He tried again and this time he
succeeded because I surrendered to the warmest and softest peck. He
disconnected and smiled,
"Happy Birthday, Dana." He
wrote his math on a small piece of
paper and placed it in my palm.
"Thank you, Sherman." I
watched him fly down the stairs by two's reciting Big Daddy Kane's
lyrics while I held my hand over my heart so that cupid wouldn't shoot
it.