Spiral
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ISBN: 0966353927
Format: Paperback, 205pp
Pub. Date: July 2003
Publisher: Chistell Publishing
PART I
Chapter One
The summer of 1934 was an unusual summer in Louisville, Kentucky. It was
the summer children became scared to go outside and play. Although they never
said a word, not even amongst each other, the children knew through the many
warnings their parents gave them something more fierce, dreadful and evil than
ghosts, goblins and imaginary monsters was outside . . . maybe at the park, just
around the corner from their family home, perhaps at the edge of the school
yard. . . .
"Come 'ere, little girl," a wiry, middle-aged man said while he curled his
finger. "Come on, now. I ain't gonna hurt you. I know you're going home from
school. It's a long way. Come on with me. I'll give you a ride home so you don't
have to walk all that long way."
The freckle-faced girl grinned shyly at the man who was leaning out of the
side of a rusty, old pick-up truck smiling and winking at her. A moment later,
the little girl sat on the passenger seat with the man. She giggled each time he
reached over and tickled her.
In between a burst of laughter, the girl looked up at the man and asked,
"What's your name?"
PART II
Chapter Two
Four years later like a bad dream that would not end, evil snaked its way
to Memphis, Tennessee and Tammy Tilson, a fiercely strong-willed woman, moaned,
"God, help me," as she made her way from her bedroom to the bathroom. Her vision
was blurred. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply. "Oh, God," she whispered
while she neared the bathroom, "Who killed that little girl?"
It started yesterday evening when the news aired. Tammy had been in the
kitchen cooking cube steak and mashed potatoes when she heard, "News Flash." She
turned away from the stove and turned the radio up. "All of Memphis, a little
girl is missing. The child was outside playing in front of her parents' home on
Monroe Street when neighbors say they saw a Coloured man pick her up in a truck.
Before the little girl's neighbors could race to her rescue, the man grabbed her
and sped down the street. The little girl hasn't been seen since. . . "
That was last night. Now it was early morning, and men were still being
ordered from their homes or right off the street to report to the police
precinct. There, angry police officers lobbed a series of questions at them in
loud, threatening voices. "Where were you last night, nigger?" "I didn't ask you
where you were in the morning, you fucking moron. Don't wanna hear another word
about morning. Damn it! I'm asking you where you were between the hours of ten
and eleven last night! You work? You got a job? Got your own car? Did you drive
that car last night? Where'd you go? For how long? Were you gambling last night,
boy? Do you like little girls? Ever killed before, nigger?"
The possible answers to the questions only brought more questions to Tammy.
After all, her husband, Philip, was one of the men rounded up early this
morning. He told her he had been working at their grocery store when cops came
down to the store, their car sirens blaring, grabbed him by the back of his neck
and snapped a pair of tight handcuffs around his wrists. They drove him to the
police precinct and questioned him for five long hours.
Tammy glanced at a clock on the wall. It was six o'clock in the morning
and her husband had only been home for two hours. She went into the bathroom,
closed the door and sat on the toilet with her head between her knees. Life had
never been easy for her. She'd grown up the daughter of a woman who took ill
with "bad pressure" when she was only seven years old. Tammy couldn't remember a
time when her mother played with her or spent longer than two hours out of bed.
Oldest of her eleven siblings, from the age of seven, Tammy grew up taking
charge and working as hard around the house and on her family's farm as a grown
man. Even now she couldn't remember a time when she wasn't working. Not until
she was grown and married did the hard work bring a reward. She and her husband
were the first Coloureds in Memphis to open their own business at the center of
town, a place usually reserved for companies owned by wealthy entrepreneurs and
adult children of former politicians who hadn't outgrown riding their father's
coattails. They were the first people in town to go door to door asking for
signatures to sign a petition to have "mysterious" house fires on the poor side
of town fully investigated. They stood up to the mayor when he told them "y'all
ought to be grateful folks support y'all and allow y'all to thrive in these
parts. Truth be told, in a lesser town, y'all would've long been dead . . . shot
or something 'nother."
After she sat on the toilet with her head between her knees for a few
minutes, Tammy looked up. She watched a caterpillar inch down the window and
thought about her husband. He was good to her and their four children. She knew
she was the only person he trusted. All his life he'd "made-do" and kept his
deepest thoughts to himself. He was like a locked door that would only open for
her. If not for her, he wouldn't have told a soul he was the one who came upon
his mother hanging from the barn loft. He was only six years old. All he knew to
do was scream and run. Mothers didn't kill themselves he told himself while he
ran to tell his father to hurry and get his mother down from the top of the
barn. His mother wasn't dead. She was just swinging in the air. It was all so
easy to believe until his father raced back to the barn with him. The tortured
look on his father's face and the hard groans moving up out of his mouth made
him step back and hide behind his father's thick legs. After he told Tammy the
story when they were first married, he never said the words "my mother" again.
To Tammy it was as if her husband had no mother. It was as if he was born
straight out of his father's rib.
Seconds later, when Tammy heard her daughters talking in their bedroom, she
stopped recalling the past, stood from the toilet and washed her face. She'd
keep moving. She'd stand with her shoulders tall and walk like she didn't fear
anything. For her children, she would.
"It's gonna be all right," she repeated to herself until she entered her
bedroom and saw her husband, Philip, wrestling in his sleep. Her husband had
never been in trouble with the law. The cops had no right to embarrass him in
front of their customers, handcuff him and force him to go with them to the
precinct, a place where justice was never allowed for the poor or the Coloured.
While Tammy watched Philip try to sleep, she thought back to their first grocery
store. If not for the store, her husband and she would just be farmers who'd
never break even despite how many hours a day they worked. She almost smiled.
She was the one who talked Philip into purchasing the large grocery store they
bought seventeen years ago. She didn't even argue when he demanded that the
store be named after his kin. Two weeks later the store was torched and burned
to the ground. Tammy ran after the hooded men in the trucks and two police cars
as they laughed and cursed their way back down the street, away from the burning
store. "You bastards! God'll get you for this! God'll get you for this!" she
shouted while she threw heavy rocks at the trucks and cars. She didn't stop
throwing rocks until she heard one of the car windows shatter.
"We'll get another store," Philip told her that night while he sat next to
her on the front porch cradling a shotgun in his lap.
"Do you know how much money we're out? Insurance company ain't gonna give us
no money for the store. They'll say it was our fault the store burned to the
ground."
"I know. I know." He reached out and tapped her hand. "We'll build a new
store. And if those ignorant asses burn this one down, they're gonna get a load
of what's in this here shotgun."
With the help of men in the community, they did build another store, nearly
twice the size of the first one. The grand opening of Tilson's Grocery Store in
Greasy Plank, a small town in Memphis, Tennessee's Shelby County, was the first
story on the cover of Memphis Prize, the city's only Coloured newspaper at the
turn of the century.
Most houses in Greasy Plank were small, wood structures. Most women in the
town still pushed their laundry up and down splintered wood boards before they
dipped the laundry in a tin pail of soap and water and hung the clothes on the
line in the back yard. Roads were narrow and seemed to stretch for miles with
there not being many businesses or shops nearby. Greasy Plank was country, a
place where grass, dirt and weeds ruled over brick, mortar and concrete. The
closest highway to Greasy Plank was twenty miles from the town. Strangers didn't
stay in the town long. Old timers ran them out with hard stares and bitter
gossip. It was a town that consisted of the memberships of four churches, New
Mount Holly, the church the Tilsons attended, being largest of the four.
Everyone in Greasy Plank went to church. Children from the town grew up and
married former classmates. Adults stayed in the town until they died. The
biggest business in town was Tilsons Grocery Store. More customers shopped at
Tilsons than made deposits and withdrawals at the bank, visited the theatre or
went shoe shopping on Beale Street.
Every night, with a loaded shotgun nearby, Philip and Tammy cleaned out the
grocery store cash registers and counted money customers exchanged for clothing,
meat and produce. Tammy placed the money inside a tin box beneath their bed.
Monday, she climbed inside the family truck and drove through the business
districts paying invoices. Other revenue remained locked in the tin box until
she had time to get uptown to Beale Street to Shant's Savings & Trust Company
and deposit the money in Philip and her account. Winter Tammy didn't go to the
bank; instead, Philip and she gave money to the poor. Within the last month,
twice, after the police chief refused to investigate a series of house fires,
they lent two neighborhood families money to rebuild homes nightriders burned to
ash. They also donated a large sum of money to a home for retarded children.
Every donation they made was in the memory of a little girl named Bobbie Long.
"Keep this quiet," Tammy would ask when she dropped the checks off.