Troy,
The reasons I don't post here are varied.
#1---My ally ABM is no longer here. I was greatly disparaged and disliked and no one wants to be
around people who dislike them. In 2008, I talked about being treated for brain cancer...not a single
person said a single consolatory thing or came to see me at Loma Linda. (*Well Jackie Joice did).
It was almost as though I wasn't a human being. It showed the underlying contempt & hatred for me.
I continue to suffer with health issues (diabetes, heart valve disease) and I don't need the stress of
always fighting things we should all be against (colorism)...or being told that I'm a fraud, don't exist
and that I'm not wanted here.
#2--I feel that everyone made up rumors about me, especially about my "sexuality"...and this has
greatly impaired my ability to trust. I feel that people here did everything they could to keep me from
being published...I believe members here have spread untold lies and half-truths about me throughout
the industry in hopes of destroying me. No matter how I've tried to reach out and be friends with everyone,
there has always been a moment of rejection or disingenuous feedback. I am very open and real and I
don't trust the people here.
I know for a fact that Deesha Philyaw took money in exchange for making up outrageous stories
about me and my family. Claiming to be my friend and lying on me for corporate enemies who paid
her. I know this to be fact. I'll never forget the link she co-signed claiming that I was really a White
Male Racist (that he was writing my books). Tim or Tom something.
I know that ZANE bad mouthed me and tried everything she could to derail my career. For no reason.
She simply turned on me one day (*later I found out it was because I unknowingly slept with her husband
Wayne years back). Which served her fat behind right considering the way she slandered my name.
I could have made ZANE a ton of money writing erotica; I am excellent and imaginative writer; not to mention a
Built-in PUBLICIST...but to this day...no one thinks about utilizing my TALENT & Charisma and exploiting my talents on "Business GP."
NO---only White Jewish people have sense enough to do that.
That's my main problem with Black folks in this industry. They don't even know how to set personal feelings
aside and band together and utilize each other's talents to form something. We should have a MOTOWN of
publishing by now! Shit.
Bookstores are obsolete...publishing is now SHOW BIZ.
Troy ...you said "Kola's antics"....I was serious. It wasn't antics.
#3---Though I will fight and be combative with people over things I believe in....I generally have LOVE for all
people. I don't stay mad long and I love everyone on GP regardless of how they feel about me.
#4---I am busy writing...and take "free moments" to post on Twitter and Facebook where my fans
are many and I can "see" them.