Why did the Supreme being help you but forsake so many other people. How do you square this preference?
My education was severely lacking. This was compounded by a culture which ridiculed smart boys. My observations is that things have gotten far worse in my community. Personally I was was lucky. At a very early age I had a love fore reading, learning, and science. It was just not something that was nurtured. I saw many people with similar or superiors abilities thwarted as well.
Most of the kids in special education just needed to be loved. I was lucky enough to have that and it perhaps made all the difference in the world.