What (Tf) Do I Do Now?: Reclaiming Myself, One Piece at a Time

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Imprint: Storehouse Voices (Aug 18, 2026)
Nonfiction, Hardcover, 256 pages
Publisher: Penguin Random House

    Description of What (Tf) Do I Do Now?: Reclaiming Myself, One Piece at a Time

    In What (TF) Do I Do Now?, Tareasa “Reesa Teesa” Johnson, creator of the viral TikTok series “Who TF Did I Marry?”, shares a candid and deeply personal account of heartbreak, healing, and self-discovery.

    After millions of viewers around the world followed her story of a turbulent marriage marked by deception and disappointment, Tareasa goes beyond the events that captivated social media to explore the more difficult question: How did she lose herself along the way?

    With honesty, humor, and hard-earned insight, she reflects on the choices, fears, and patterns that kept her in an unhealthy relationship, examining the tension between the comfort of familiarity and the challenge of embracing solitude and change. Through that journey, she reveals how she rebuilt her confidence, reclaimed her identity, and renewed her faith in herself.

    Part memoir and part conversation, What (TF) Do I Do Now? offers readers an empowering exploration of resilience, self-trust, and personal growth. Relatable and reflective, it is a reminder that healing begins when we find the courage to confront our pain and move forward.

    Tareasa “Reesa Teesa” Johnson

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