Finding Peace Isn’t Peaceful: Overcoming the Struggle Within to Heal My Soul
by Ma’Ronda X

Finding Peace Isn’t Peaceful is an accumulation of the author’s experiences with men, sex, death, growing up fatherless, being first-generation everything, and her estranged relationship with her family. Finding Peace Isn’t Peaceful is also the authors’ way of challenging her comfortability, confronting her toxic behavior patterns, and acknowledging her role in her pain. Through the pages, one reads about baggage and unaddressed pain, but also witnesses what the author titles her book and understands how finding peace isn’t always peaceful. In life, there will be an ongoing struggle to achieve ultimate happiness, and that battle can either make or break a person. Ma’ Ronda shares how her journey of understanding her pain and removing toxicity out of her life has allowed her to walk into the next version of herself being whole. Finding Peace Isn’t Peaceful is also the authors’ way of challenging her comfortability, and confronting her inner thoughts, and her role in her pain and others. Finding Peace Isn’t Peaceful has been used as a tool for the author to become a better version of herself. Through the pages, one reads about her baggage and unaddressed pain, but also witnesses what the author titles her book and understand how finding peaceful isn’t always peaceful. In life, there will be an ongoing struggle to achieve ultimate happiness, and that battle can either make or break a person. Ma’ Ronda begins to not only to acknowledge the pain she feels but does something about it. She begins to remove the toxicity out of her life and takes actions to clean out her mind, spirit, and body to allow herself to walk into the next version of herself.