Book Review: Diary of a Lost Girl: The Autobiography of Kola Boof
by Kola Boof
Publication Date: Feb 01, 2006
List Price: $25.00
Format: Hardcover, 441 pages
Classification: Nonfiction
ISBN13: 9780971201989
Imprint: Door of Kush
Publisher: Door of Kush
Parent Company: Door of Kush
Book Reviewed by Chris Stevenson
“There are more pyramids in the Sudan than there are in Egypt, that’s a
statistical fact… and today there are still 2-3 million Black Egyptians…its
terrible because in Egypt they blew our fathers’ noses off of the Sphinx, they
desecrated all of our stuff over there, but we know we’re not Arab-White though.
I mean the Black Egyptians over there will tell you that this is a lie, but
they’re now on the botton because of the intermarriage law that Cleopatra
inacted from Ceasar where it was illegal for an Egyptian to marry an Egyptian.
They had to marry a Roman, a Phillistine, the sea people, until they were mixed
so much until they no longer know they’re identity, and that’s the trick.
The Whole North Africa has been bastardized, the Moors were bread out of being
by teaching them they were inferior. People love Othello, Black people like to
look up to that, that is the destruction of your people. The Moors no longer
exist, it would be different if they were still here, but they are teaching you
to self-destruct.
Why don’t they make a movie about a great Black King who fought against slavery?
There are many, but they won’t ever do that story. They won’t show you the story
of Katanga, because Katanga stood with his Black wife, and he defeated the
British, and they were not able to conquer him, and then he defeated the Dutch.
And so they’re never gonna make a movie about that because at the end he and his
Black wife and his Black kids are intact, they’re still Black, and they’re still
in power. They don’t want that image, they want to give you a Black man giving
his heart and soul to a White woman.” —Excerpt of Kola Boof-On the original Egyptians, the Blue/Black Egyptians in a 2/13/06 radio interview on Buffalo’s Pat Freeman Show (“the Message”), AM 1080
WUFO.
I don’t think that even the reputed slave-owner-advisor Mr. Lynch himself could
have crafted a more macabre scenario for the little African girl named Naima
Bint Harith, but the resulting mental orbital cycle that would fully manifest
itself in her teenage and young adult years, did not break her as some have
hoped. It only served to make her stronger. The sole reason for that was the
words given to her by her late parents, that would eventually become as
effective as military briefings, because though not many youths (7-years-old)
would remember why or understand why-if they were witness to their parents
murder at such a young age-Kola understood perfectly. And only with the aid and
love of her eventual African American family the Johnson’s, and the father of
her sons, was she able to overcome the demons that haunted her, until she broke
her programming. Perhaps if you read her autobiography "Diary of a Lost Girl,"
you’ll view yourself differently in relation to the world around you, or maybe
you’ll just be entertained. But don’t call it escapism, call it retention-ism.
When I mention programming I know I just lost some of you. When people program
you, they set out to make you something other than what you actually are.
Because the mere idea of what you are threatens them. When Kola/Naima was very
young, local authorities began keeping an eye on her family. Her father was
somewhat of a subversive you see, "I still don’t have definate command of some
of the intricate details of Pappuh’s (her name for her father. "Pappuh" or "Pappuh
Mahdi" was Harith Bin Farouk, an Arab Egyptian archeologist) problems with
varied officials in Sudan… our trouble started when the Mayor’s office wrote a
note to Pappuh threatening to take our house away if he didn’t shut up about
something… Pappuh began to complain that he needed to earn more money to
’finance his opinions.’" That "something" they wanted Harry to shut up about was
probably the emerging Sudanese slave trade that he was noticing, and how some of
his friends in his community that he came up with, was involving themselves in
this despicable practice.
Kola’s father wasn’t a Black man, he was a White (by African standards) Arab
Muslim. His archeological knowledge meant that he knew the truth about the
original Africans, the very dark skinned Black Africans, especially the Black
Sudanese. He knew they were the builders of great cities and technologies, and
cultures way before Whites and Arabs were known to exist. And he dug that
culture up, and pushed it into his only daughter’s head. He was also close to
other Arab human rights activists, and Black southern Sudanese: "I was with
Pappuh Mahdi when he and Uncle Atmu and about twelve of their other ’human
rights’ colleagues (all Arab Muslim men), went to the man’s house to confront
him about it and got cursed and called abeed-shafa (basically nigger lovers)
before the city police officials arrived to threaten Mahdi Pappuh and the group
with arrest if they didn’t leave this good, clean upper class Arab neighborhood
in peace. We saw the slaves though, two boys, around ten or eleven and Blacker
than crude oil (the Dinka being the Blackest people on earth, as well as some of
the most beautiful), were chained on either side of the back door of Abu Fayid
Ali’s house and a little girl of about six (who looked to be their sister) stood
inside the house, staring at us through the windows as though her greatest
prayer was that either death would take her or that we would. Her tightly closed
mouth spoke of unspeakable horrors… In Sudan the law is religious, its by
Shariah, but very often Islamic Scholars are not involved and the stupidest men
rule via their personal prejudices and ignorance."
It wasn’t long before Kola’s father began being branded a traitor by his Arab
contemporaries. He was probably already under suspicion from the time he married
Kola’s Blue-Black mother, known back then as "Princess Jiddi" the daughter of an
Oromo tribal Chief. Harry wanted to be Black, he wanted his skin color to match
his nappy hair ("the Proof" as Kola calls it), the higher social status he
benefitted from as an Arab made no difference to him. Eventually his torment led
to heroin addiction, but it would soon end. When Kola’s parents were executed at
the same time during the middle of the night she went out to be near them during
the long hours their bodies lay on the dirt in the backyard until someone
discovered them in the afternoon. Whereas at one time her family taught her that
God was a Black man, after her parents death, and the refusal of her father’s
Arab family to adopt her because they felt she was too dark (not to mention
being rejected by her father’s other family, an Ethiopian woman who gave Harry
two sons), she began to wonder if God hated her. But there were others who would
eventually guide her to a new family, and a new way of life: "It was slavery in
modern day Sudan that caused me to come to the United States and be adopted and
raised by the strangest Africans I’ve ever met… ’the Black Americans.’"
It was more than just memories that crossed the ocean to the US with Kola, it
was 1979, a part of Africa would travel with her that she in part, decided to
never let go of, and it had to do with the genital mutilation that she
experienced. In her case it was twofold, because it had to do with circumcision
and infibulation that many young African girls have gone through (100 million).
This is a sick, brain damaged practice that I strongly feel is tied directly to
the African Black man’s insecurity. The fact that they can give you no other
explanation for it other than it being a "tradition" betrays nothing more than
the stubborness, and raw stupidity that has kept Africa several giant steps
behind the rest of humanity. You notice there is no real pressure from the White
man to eradicate this "tradition" don’t you? No, they let them think they are in
control of something. Infibulate your oil, your diamonds, your resources
instead.
The Johnsons were/are the strong Black traditional family that Kola needed. Her
new father, Marvin was both a veteran of the military, and the Civil Rights
movement. But he couldn’t shield Kola or her new siblings from the anti-Black
brainwashing that America’s entertainment, educational, and news outlets both
cleverly advertised and denied. But you’ll see how her evolving racial mental
toughness prepares her for survival, and her ordeals with Osama bin Laden, the
South Sudan Militia, and those infamous psycho-racist terrorists; the major
American White media. There is no middle ground with this woman, this Blue-Black
Butterfly is an emerging modern day warrior queen and ’Diary of a Lost Girl’ is
harmoniously written by one of black literature’s most gifted and important new
writers. Order it on Amazon.com (http://aalbc.com/authors/kola_boof.htm scroll
down to books).
Stevenson is a columnist for the Buffalo Criterion. His column Pointblank
can be read at www.voiceoffreedom.com,
email comments to Stevenson at pointblankDTA at yahoo.com
Related Links
Diary of a Lost Girl Reviewed by Kam Williams
http://aalbc.com/reviews/diary2.htm
Interview with Kola Boof
http://aalbc.com/reviews/kola_boof.htm