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MY AKASHIC EXCURSIONS

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I have been  perusing my saved files containing material  about accessing the akashic records, info which i now vaguely  remember gleaning from the internet  after a discussion about them  on this board a long time ago. I am now pursuing the idea that these astral records, also known as "The Book of Life", are  just waiting up there in The Universe  to be downloaded into the computer of your psyche through meditation, introspection. and soul searching, and I have now become inspired to  explore what, in my present incarnation, is influenced by my past existence. 

I suspect that i was a man in another life, and maybe a misogynistic one at that, because in this life. female drama queens really get on my nerves as well as possessive divas who think they should be worshiped and adored by the men who they demand to only have eyes for them.  I am not particularly maternal, (and mothers  who insist on breastfeeding their babies in public as if daring you to say something, fill me with revulsion for some reason.  i haven't figured out what, in the past, would  trigger this particular reaction in my present life.)   

 i also am pondering if my reason for being so adverse to religion is because I was a persecuted Christian in another life, and also that i may have drowned in yet another one because  i really don't like to be on the water or in a swimming pool or at a shoreline.- (Possibly because I once tried to walk on water in another one of these lives, and this proved to be a monumental failure.)   :o

 Or  have i yet to sort out what my purpose for being in this life is. It may be to strengthen the faith of others because anytime i get into a discussion with religious people they are very  challenged to defend their views, and this, in turn, can make their faith stronger. I recently had a lengthy discussion with my niece who is a born-again Christian, admittedly "high on Jesus" (her current "addiction").  She ended up crying after being unable to convert me, but she said i just made her more determined to  hold on to her beliefs. This was when i got the idea that this could be my purpose in this life because up to that experience 2 days ago, i really had no clue as to what my purpose was for being here this time asround.  i honestly couldn't see any situation where i'd had a major impact on anyone.  (Maybe i taught that Sara bitch how to hate.  She certainly taught me that. She really became the first person I'd ever encountered who  embodied every trait that i abhor in someone. Hummmmm. It just occurs to me as i am writing this, that we may have been adversaries in another life. What is also flowing into my thoughts as i write this is that my purpose this time around could also be  to experience motherhood because i have 5 kids but, as i said, i am not particularly maternal.  :blink:

My disgust with and visceral dislike of the people surrounding Trump, and my  total lack of respect for him, not to mention my disappointment with Democratic wimps,  may manifest themselves in my next life and inspire me to be an Anarchist.  

I definitely believe that being a scribe is a constant in my journey because writing is something that is second nature to me. i thought my days of being an author were done, but i had the draft of an old novel saved on my computer's word processor  and when i just happened to come across it while looking for the saved akashic material, i  started reading the draft over. i became so engrossed that i felt a compulsion to rewrite and up date it and have been furiously doing this.  What the final disposition of this manuscript will be i don't know. All i know is that i am driven to resurrect this work, almost as if its characters came to life and demanded that i give them a chance to see the light of day...

My 14-month old- great granddaughter came to visit me on Mothers Day and she is starting to develop a distinct personality.  After all the flurry that accompanied her arrival died down, she got around to interacting with me. We locked eyes for an eternity of a moment and  there was recognition there as she began to laugh and laugh - and then i did, too.   (We once had fun  together somewhere in time. :lol:)  The light of her purity is helping me to experienced  love in my quest to embrace the truth, love and light that are among the components of the akashic undertaking. 

Just some thoughts... that were flowing into my consciousness as i wrote this. :blink:

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5 hours ago, Cynique said:

her more determined to  hold on to her beliefs.


This sentence struck me to the core!  How can we hold on to "beliefs" that aren't ours to begin with but instead were given or forced upon us...

I often wonder if the purpose of life is to lose our beliefs - engage in productive thinking when we do find ourselves thinking...

5 hours ago, Cynique said:

We locked eyes for an eternity of a moment and  there was recognition there as she began to laugh and laugh - and then i did, too.   (We once had a  good time together somewhere in time. :lol:)  The light of her purity is helping me to experienced  love in my quest to embrace the truth, love and light

And yes!  Most of all experience and accept love ...

Have you seen this awesome movie with the premise the eyes are the windows to the soul and  "recognition" does occur through the eyes?  The story reveals no matter how many lives we live we return with the same "eyes"  

 

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@Mel HopkinsWOW!  How interesting! Thanks for the  feedback  i was just about to delete my post because  i decided it was too rambling and probably of no interest to anybody but me.  But I'm glad i let it alone long enough for your response.  

I definitely subscribe to how revealing eyes can be.  i have had several similar experiences down through the years, whereupon eye contact with a new acquaintance or even a friend established a fleeting connection of familiarity. Especially men.  And  one great-granddaughter who is 6 holds onto my grandson's leg and hides her face when she's around me. And actually i don't like her too much, either. :P

I find it noteworthy that i seem to have rapport with and am very often on the same page with you!  As i said, there was something almost bizarre about the hostility between me and the Sara-person and there had to have been some kind of underlying reason for our mutual dislike.  But i feel a kinship with you,Troy, Del, Pioneer, CDBurns and harry and several other posters who drop in from time to time, even if i don't always agree with them.  

Life is a strange.   

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@Cynique how could you possibly think I wouldn't be interested in this post. 

I find people irritating when they show me a side of myself. Arrogant know it alls,  that are mistaken and stubborn. I'll have more to say after watch the clip. Also if it's okay with you I'll have a look at your chart. I can post here or privately. 

Yeah even though we haven't met you seem familiar. 

Also i feel some type of cosmic connection with Mel. I have had the same experience thst she said i gave her. This has happened twice. Troy feels like a younger older brother. And pioneer is a former? Ideological enemy. 

 

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Cynique, I'm glad you did not delete the post too. I truly enjoyed reading it.  It was riveting, poignant, profound, and revealing.  

Thank you.

 

 

 

 

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Whenever you feel like deleting a post, don't. It is revelatory. 

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11 hours ago, Cynique said:

i was just about to delete my post because  i decided it was too rambling and probably of no interest to anybody but me.

So glad you did not! I'm so glad I listened to "THE VOICE" that told me to take some time on the board  tonight to read" ... I enjoy your voice and your messages and I gravitated to your words when I first noticed your posts...

I agree there's a kinship and it feels as if I walked past  you , (or any one  of the vocal crew here )  on the street,  sight unseen, I would immediately turn around because of the spiritual/energy connection.   I know I'd say,  "Have we met somewhere, before?" :)

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The film I Origins is on Amazon Fire, I will watch it this weekend.

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I'm glad y'all weren't bored by my self-indulgence in posting my akashic stream of consciousness, - a whole post about ME.  :rolleyes:.

@DelanoI'd be very interested in your doing a reading on me.  And i'd have no problem with you posting it here for all to see.  Mel and Del; maybe you 2 were twins in another life. ^_^-_-

In addition to you all, i also have a kinship with, as well as a curiosity about my computer.  Could it be  like a psychic medium , a channel to the consciousness of others since it involves waves that traverse cyber space and pick up vibrations and transmit thoughts??  Sometimes, with me, keying replicates an automatic writing experience where words just flow from my brain to my fingers.  Other times my computer seems to have a mind of its own and other times it's like it's an extension of me. I talk to it all the time, and swear at it when it messes up.  it's like a husband.  Good thing i avoid the porn sites. :o

 On 3 occasion, i have been pissed about something and have written an e-mail cursing out or telling someone off, only to have the completed letter suddenly disappear from the screen before i can send it.  These occurrences   spooked me so i had a change of heart about re-writing and sending the e-mail, which proved to be a good thing in hindsight. One of the emails had to do with my late 22-year-old grandson who was killed in a drive-by, and the church where the funeral was held, After the letter vanished, i wondered if my grandson had something to do with it, and  I could just hear him saying, ."just forget it, Nana, What you wrote might upset my Momma cuz you known how much she likes that church she goes to."  So i let it go.. Which was probably a good thing...:(

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Cynique there are signs everywhere if you pay attention.

 

My phone deletes posts and calls people. 

Yeah Mel and I may have been related. Shes the nicer nore diolomatic twin.

 

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@Cynique

Here's a brief summary. Its like your soul is male and your body is female. So your thinking is more active. You know your own mind. And arent subject to peer pressure. You also need to feel free. Restrictions or at least pnes posed externally don't take. Then you also can sublimate your goals to work with a team. 

 

Leo is the King but being King has protocol and restrictions. So throught life ita a challenge to be respected for you. But not to become trapped in other's projections. The following dates may have been pivotal. Plus ir minus ten days. 

Mar 30, 1952

Nov  9, 1970

Jun 20, 1989

Jan 31, 2008.

 

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@Delano Well, I don't  agree or disagree with your brief summary of me because I've never considered myself a typical hard-wired Leo.  A lot of things attributed to Leos don't apply to me or if they do I'm not Leo enough to strongly demonstrate them. I am a passive aggression person, more about reacting than acting.

As for those dates, the years they occurred in  were so long ago that i can't recall anything special that happened during those specific months.  

But thank you for sharing your findings with me! 

 

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Delano said:
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Its like your soul is male and your body is female"

((shakes head))


I believe she mentioned something similar to this about herself in another thread, and as expected YOU took it and saved it to be used later on in one of your "readings" that even according to HER wasn't very accurate.

((sigh))

Yet ANOTHER failed attempt...............

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@Pioneer1 I would rather fail at Cynique's reading, than succeed with yours. However I doubt that you would understand why.

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