You may be projecting. Mel thinks you are several people perhaps she is correct.
You are perhaps to erratic for psychiatry or psychology to assist you. Sometimes you actually make sense, this isn't one of those times.
So maybe you want to enjoy the possibilities until 2020
one year is considered short term so by mid May 2020 the September date is short term. I have noticed I sometimes get the delineation wrong but the chart is always right.
From June to December you will see the possibility of Trump not finishing his term. Time will tell.
Also will see where Pioneer is by the end of next week. Since one of the dates for hI'm is about is May 17.
This is where we differ. Yet I have no need or desire to change anyone's mind about anything. I thought my position on this was clear.
I have come to realise that we all live in different worlds. And
it is impossible ae
and fruitless to try and convey the contours of my internal world to people. However there are a few people who do I make the effort to do so