Pioneer in my opinion it requires an openness or ability to surrender that I feel you lack.
Your request at least to me doesn't reconcile with your previous responses to post about the occult. It is hidden for a reason.
I can only tell you what you already believe.
I have met Astrologers, Psychics Card readers, intuitives and emergy and light workers. All of whom believe in what they do. However there are only a handful that have a freakish devotion to their craft. And want to continue to expand.
Mostly the path chooses you. I had two sets of people that took my interest in the esoteric and gave it direction.
Try devolving your intuition, by meditating yoga or Martial Arts.