Thank you for this observation of me! @Delano
And you know, finding a great concentration of people that would appreciate my research is the challenge!
Ironically, a lot of my research, I feel would help ADOS and many who have not thought of reassessing the church, but again, that's a challenge.
Wow! Thank you @Pioneer1!
I really needed this.
I might have been a little down and so, I looked over the points you posted and yes, before I got a little under the weather, I might have thought those things about myself too. Now though, I will re-align myself.
My relatives are sometimes, I feel too hard on me and want me to be perfect for them, but they don't return the favor.
My health is shot and it seems that everytime I try to work on myself, it's my family that seems to attack me and shoot me down.
I think they would be upset if I were to lose some of these pounds I have added to my frame and get in shape.
But yes, I am now in my 60s and really, I do feel that I could get back up and turn a new chapter in my life, I just need to focus and as @Delano suggested seek other avenues as well that might recognize my efforts.
I happen to stumble across my old high school picture in a forum called classmate, and I just can't believe that I was so thin way back then.
My hair is awful and LOL, I can see I was stuck on the Farrah Fawcet feathers. But this pic made me realize, I might need to hit the treadmill.