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Suddenly I've drifted into a crazy zone. I have nothing but time on my hands, and I live around the clock, only sleeping when I'm sleepy, only eating when I'm hungry, suspended in limbo.

My Samsung smart phone is my ever present companion and it's like there's a connection  between my fingers and its keyboard and I have a compulsion to just write long dissertations or crazy vignettes, my words and thoughts feeding on each other like i'm  overtaken by a rogue AI entity that compels me to write about things I didn't know I knew, - like my subconcious mind is on overdrive. Like now.

Fortunately, I'm not immobile nor in dire health. But I do tire easily, and like to curl up on my recliner, where i still set aside time to do patternless crossword puzzles that seem to work themselves and play Bridge on line with computerized robots - who seem to becoming more human by the day... 

Family relationships are normal, but there's this other world that I drift in and out of and when I sleep I have vivid dreams about all those who have gone ahead.  In a recent one  it seemed like my husband had hooked up with an old girlfriend. Why do I find this funny??? 

Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining, not lonely nor depressed, just curious about this weird state I'm caught up in.

 

I still sometimes sneak out at night and look up at the stars...

Now i'm about to gear up for my daily walk up and down the driveway. Stay tuned,  - or tune out if you have better things to do than read the ramblings  of a crazy ol lady.

 

Hoping some winning POWERBALLnumbers will pop into my head. Nothing like a billion dollars to calm your impulses.

 

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I tore my ACL so I also have a  lot of time. Waste a lot if time, but I  read a book or a chart an hour or two and periodically. I have caught the eyes of strangers and say hello. Or people will ask me if I'm okay or how did i hurt my leg. Also meeting more people.

I think having time allows forces to pull you towards them. 

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21 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

I have nothing but time on my hands, and I live around the clock...

IMO, you have reached the zenith of life.  We should all be so fortunate to get there.

 

21 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

Fortunately, I'm not immobile nor in dire health.

Relative good health is a bonus in the zenith of life.

 

21 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

Stay tuned,  - or tune out if you have better things to do than read the ramblings  of a crazy ol lady.

There is no shortage of posts that we express how much we enjoy your input here. 

 

I certainly look forward to and get a kick out of your ramblings.  Keep posting as long as time allows..🤗😎

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Not sure what the blonde hair is all about but.......

 

On 9/3/2025 at 5:16 PM, aka Contrarian said:

In a recent one  it seemed like my husband had hooked up with an old girlfriend. Why do I find this funny??? 


Maybe you find it funny because of what you probably DID to that woman to prevent that from EVER happening, lol. 
 

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4 hours ago, Pioneer1 said:

Not sure what the blonde hair is all about but.......



 


Maybe you find it funny because of what you probably DID to that woman to prevent that from EVER happening, lol. 
 

That's not blond hair. That's a gray wig to cover up my frizzy corn rows.

 

 And I'm a passive, non jealous woman who never engaged in cat fights over men. I can understand if my husband hooked up with an old flame since I'm taking so damned long to join him on the "other side".

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Write your dream and hypnagogic or hypnopompic  visions in a dream diary....

When you come back to then days weeks or months later.....you will be pleasantly surprise...

To find many of then if not all.....very informative explanatory and predictive....jackpot lotto numbers

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8 minutes ago, frankster said:

Write your dream and hypnagogic or hypnopompic  visions in a dream diary....

When you come back to then days weeks or months later.....you will be pleasantly surprise...

To find many of then if not all.....very informative explanatory and predictive....jackpot lotto numbers


How many times have you hit the Lotto Jackpot (over $1,000,000) using this method?

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Lottery winners of a million dollars or more usually aren't going to admit it publicly.

 

On 9/6/2025 at 1:45 PM, aka Contrarian said:

That's not blond hair. That's a gray wig to cover up my frizzy corn rows.

Have you ever considered or cut your hair short to rock underneath your hats?

 

On 9/6/2025 at 1:45 PM, aka Contrarian said:

I can understand if my husband hooked up with an old flame since I'm taking so damned long to join him on the "other side".

 I'm still waiting for a family member or friend who has gone over to the other side to confirm that it exists so that I can get my sh8t together. 🤣😎

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On 9/7/2025 at 7:34 PM, ProfD said:

Have you ever considered or cut your hair short to rock underneath your hats?

Nah. Since my once thick bushy hair has thinned out with age and I'm all about convenience, I resort to doing what all those false-eyelash, acryllic nail wearing black woman are doing nowadays: wearing huge afro wigs made of synthetic hair, or long  luxurious "baby hair" wigs made from hair imported from India, or braided extensions made from whatever the ones in the local Korean-owned beauty supply stores are made of. 

I dispense with all that glamour, however, and settle for styles that duplicate the ways I used to wear my hair which has turned completely gray. After my grand daughter does the cornrows, I'm good to go, although I don't do a lot of going nowadays which has a lot to do with the choices I make.

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15 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

...luxurious "baby hair" wigs...

That look cracks me up.🤣

15 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

I dispense with all that glamour, however, and settle for styles that duplicate the ways I used to wear my hair which has turned completely gray. After my grand daughter does the cornrows, I'm good to go, although I don't do a lot of going nowadays which has a lot to do with the choices I make.

Understood.  Cornrows underneath the hat seems to be the next best thing to a cut. Simple is the way to good.😎

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47 minutes ago, aka Contrarian said:

Btw, I don't wear the corn rows on public   They are just a way of keeping my real hair out of the way of my "artificial coiffs".😉

I figured you weren't rocking the 'rows out in them streetz.🤣😎

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                 HAIR THEN

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                  HAIR NOW

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(What old ladies do when they have too much time on their hands.)  🙄

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No National Guard troops have shown up in Chicago yet.

Latest news reports a confrontation between 2 women in a black neighborhood ends with one shooting the other in the face, killing her.

Three-year-old playing with gun, accidently shoots and kills himself. 

 

And Life goes on... Or does it??

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6 minutes ago, aka Contrarian said:

Latest news reports a confrontation between 2 women in a black neighborhood ends with one shooting the other in the face, killing her.

Three-year-old playing with gun, accidently shoots and kills himself. 

 

That is just terrible.  One reason I don't "the news" real life violence and tragedy is just so sad.  I simply cant image what I'd do if my 3-year-old shot herself with a gun laying around the house.  Who is that stupid and careless...

 

@aka Contrarian you look great with a mind to match! 

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2 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

What old ladies do when they have too much time on their hands.)  🙄

Still looking great our beloved sista.🤗 

 

2 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

No National Guard troops have shown up in Chicago yet.

I believe ICE is the 1st wave following by national guard.😁

2 hours ago, aka Contrarian said:

Latest news reports a confrontation between 2 women in a black neighborhood ends with one shooting the other in the face, killing her.

Three-year-old playing with gun, accidently shoots and kills himself. 

 

And Life goes on... Or does it??

Life goes on for some folks and ends tragically for others.😎

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12 minutes ago, aka Contrarian said:

9/11will soon be here. Maybe tomorrow we should all pause and observe a moment of silence for the dead end reached by Ubrachist in his ongoing search  to explain why  the Twin Towers collapsed.🤨

There will be some form of 9/11 commemoration tomorrow. 

 

They won't spend an iota of time explaining why the towers collapsed.🤣😎

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