I have to say you critique and various comments about my personality and other had a profound effect on me. I think even Pioneer made a comment that actually had value for me. @aka Contrarian i feel a stronger affinity to your position since I am less interest in the outside world and more interested in the inner one. Which is making me se the falseness and certain realities in the external world. I also seem to have more synchronicities and magical moments. In addition just listening to people and them telling me who they actually are beyond the mask. I have said this before you are an unconscious Magician I have only met a few. So when you get to the other side pop into my dream and lets have a conversation,. If I am still interesting.